Vent

I never thought I could hate someone so much as I hate them right now...... Let me tell you, I am hating badly today... First off, yesterday, a friend says, "Let's go to the art museum tomorrow, I'll pay for gas!" So I say, "Alright, sounds good." Today they throw a bitch fit as to why they should have to pay for gas when they were invited on this outing, and they were not given time to consider it. So I got pretty upset, and ended up having to pay for gas. So this "friend" was a total *insert rude name here* about it all. And played the victim. I tried to ignore it, and snapped BAD a few times, because I could take it anymore. So it was a bit of a rough day, but i made it thru. Then I get home to the *insert even worse rude name here* of a soon to be ex husband, and I tell him that he owes me such and such, for the car payment. He throws a fit, because I put more miles on the car, than he did, so he should only have to pay a small portion of the payment. So I told him since I was moving mid month, I would only pay part of the house payment, and he will have to figure out a way for the rest. When he already owes me money for his stupid websites, that automatically deduct from my bank account. ARGH! And the only way I can get his name off the bank account is for HIM to call and have his name removed.... Even tho I am the holder, they don't care. And ofcourse, he is too lazy to do a thing about it!

I normally try not to hate a person, and when I do, I usually have very good personal reasons to... but he has pushed me so far, and the worst part, this is only slightly bit worse than how he treated me when we were trying to be married....

I want to be soooo rid of him! I want NOTHING to do with him.... He is mean and hurtful all the time, and then gets upset when I don't speak to him as if he is perfect...... I wish I hadn't been so naive....

well, that's the end of my vent. Partially because I am EXTREMELY tired! >_<